Weekend!

Okey so now the first week is over..
Not a good week for me personally but at school it's been really good!
Learning a lot and meeting new people!

Lost everything this week it feels like.. but that's life I guess..
Like my phone and creditcards and other things, more important things, that I don't want to talk about, things I could never replace, things that meant a lot to me.

Two homeworks done, only like 5-7 wrongs as total on both of them, so I'm proud of myself and I got a prais from my teacher för a poem I've written, I wrote it in English originally but translated it to Spanish:

You took shining star

You reached up high

and wide and far

I never thought you'd steel again

But I was wrong

You stole my heart

 

Usted tomó una estrella brilliante

Alcanzó usted lo alto

y de ancho y de lejos

Nunca pensé que te roban otra vez

Pero me equivoqué

Me robaste el corazón

 

But Hugs and Kisses



Gah!

I don't want to do this anymore! stupid some people can be sometimes.. maybe I'll tell you about it sometime.. not today though..

Anyways.. besides that I've had a really good day!
Intense, yes, but a good day.
I think I'm in the wrong group though..
I'll try a few more days and see ow it goes then I'll decide if I want to tell them I feel out o place and in over my head on this high level..

Well.. this morning I got to sleep in, I woke up sometime and wrote a blogpost and payed my bills, then I took the dog for a walk then off to school!
Right after school I went to the beach to play some football and Volleyball with some of the other students, it was so much fun!
Right.. I'm going now but I'll write soon again!

But Hugs and Kisses

España

Okay, long time no see!!

Since I last posted, I've gone to Spain!
I came to spain sunday so I have not been here very long..
What I'm doing in Spain?
Am I on a holiday? No
Am I working? No
I am here to learn the language!

When I arrived I was picked up from the airport by my hostfamily, with two other girls, who are both very sweet, one of them are from sweden and the other girl is from Japan.

After We'd droped them off at their host familys we went to the appartement where I'm staing with my hostfamily and another girl.
The girl that also live with this hostfamily is from Hong Kong, very sweet girl. We went out for a walk and she showed me around, we walked to the school and to the beach and just around.
Then I went to bed real early, like half past ten or something!

And then came yesterday! First day of school.. sort of.. we got to do a test so they could put us in the right class, then they had a presentation, an then we went on a walking tour with one lad from the welcome team, lovely guy! then we had some spare time.. so we went to the supermarket to get som water and some sunprotection, I need it!
Then we went back too school for another tour, a tour of the center, so we took the bus and this exuberant girl showed us around downtown.
When we got back from this tour, three girls and I went down to the beach, the sun was warm, the water so cooling, it was lovely, the whole day was lovely.

These girls and I were supposed to go out last night but we managed to miss the bus so we ended up sitting in a room and talking for i while in stead, it was nice to :)

Any ways it is such lovely weather out so I'm going to take the dog for a walk then I'm going to go to the beach if there is time, my first lesson is at 12 so I have som spare time, and then after the last lesson I'm going to go to the beach to play volleyball and have a swim, I think it will be a nice day today to, can't wait for it to start!

Swedish Lyrics!

Jag vet att jag inte är någon skönhet eller så
om du lämnar mig kan jag väl det förstå
för vad har jag ge dig som ingen annan har
jag är ingen särskild medans du är underbar

Aldrig ska jag sluta älska dig
du är allt jag har och allt jag ber om
hoppas tror och vill att du ska hålla fast vid mig
att du är där för mig som jag är där för dig
ge inte upp

Livet är en gåta du är gåtans svar
allt annat må försvinna om du blott stannar kvar
för också när jag tvivlar det känns som allt är slut
jag sjunker ner i hjälplöshet och inte hittar ut

... nu när åren gått
Har jag dig fått
Du är det bästa som har hänt mig
Och som kommer att hända mig

Du är det vackraste jag vet
Drömmar om dig gör mig så het
Jag tänker på dig dag som natt
Det är för dig jag sjunger min skatt
Du betyder så himla mycket för mig
Du vet att jag, jag älskar dig

Men nu har det gått en tid
Du mig inte ville röra vid
På samma sätt som du gjorde förr
Så stänger du din dörr
Men öppnar den på glänt igen
Och frågar vill du va min vän
Men det kommer bli svårt det här
För jag är fortfarande kär

Det vackraste jag vet är att se dig när du sover.
Här råder stilla frid, och jag glömmer både rum & tid.
Du ligger här brevid, och jag känner hur du andas.
Att älskas utav dig, är det vackraste för mig.

Så sagolikt det är, att se morgondimman lätta.
När mörkret sakta flyr, och att se hur dagen åter gryr,
en kylig morgon bris, sakta sveper genom rummet.
Jag kryper tätt intill lycklig för att du finns till.

Stunder av stillhet, ett ögonblick av ro ibland,
stunder av lycka att bara ha varann.
Det är en rikedom att få älska &
att älskas vår kärlek varsamhet, är det vackraste jag vet.

Det vackraste som finns är att vara någon nära,
när månen lyser klart över skog och mark så underbart.

But Bugs and Kisses

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Why did you have to leave?

Maria 11/10-88

Okay, so I'm at my appartement, reading some of my mothers old poems.
This blog is not usually where I post poems but this one time!

I were reading her poems and came across this one that I felt was speaking about my life and a person in my life. I will write it in swedish first, the original, and then translate it afterwards.

Hej

Får jag be om din hjälp?

Jag har en rädsla....        

Det gör ont inom mig, någonting...

Vad kan det vara?                           

Jag vill .... nej så får det bara

inte vara                                          

Var är du när jag behöver
dig?                                                 
Måste det vara så? Nej... 
inte om du kan hjälpa mig              
En rädsla... ja det förklarar
ganska bra vad jag känner               
En rädsla...                        
Tårar.                                               
Besvikelse                                       
Skakar som av köld...        
Fryser i värmen                 
Kylan kommer inifrån                    
Från min själ                                  
Där, där sitter rädslan         
Du, det är du som får mig att          
känna rädsla                                    
Det är du som är orsaken   
men det vet du ingenting om           
Det vet du ingenting om    
Min RÄDSLA....                             

Translation...

Hi
Can I ask for your help?
I have a fear....             
It hurts inside me, something...     
What can it be?                               
I want to... no it just     
can't be.                                          
Where are you when I  
need you?                                       
Does it have to be like that? No.... 
not if you can help me
A fear ... yes that explains              
quite well what I feel 
A fear...                      
Tears.                                             
Dissapointment                             
Shivers as from cold...
Freezing in the heat    
The cold comes from within         
From my soul                               
There, there is the fear
You, it is you that makes me        
feel fear                                        
You are the reason     
which you know nothing about    
You know nothing about             
My FEAR....            

As the poem says the person knows nothing about my fear, nothing about how I feel. Someday I might be able to tell him or her. But for now.. it will be my little secret...

But Hugs and Kisses

FranKo

Okay, so there is this awsome Brittish band I've fallen for, FranKo, I think they are really great.
Unfortunately I don't know if there is enough people in Sweden that knows about them to get them to come here to play, which I would really love for them to do!

Please correct me if something I say is not right!

I usually don't mind just listening to music in my car or such, but I would really want to see them live.

They are a young alt-rock band from the uk, the band consists of; Tommy-Vocals, Richard-Guitar and Vocals, Chris-Bass and Ricky-Drums.

Here are three of my fav songs by the band!

One that is from at least 2009
"Love for Fame"

One that is a bit newer, if I'm not mistaken it's from 2011/2012
"Eye of the Storm"

And this one is just so sweet and I love the music video.
"Vienna"

I will probably post more about this band soon!
I would really love to see them live sometime!

But Hugs and Kisses