Plans

Okay, I've been away for a few days now
haven't had anything to write about
or just not felt like it
I don't know..

As I've been tidying and cleaning and what not today
I've been thinking
daydreaming if you will
but how wonderful does this sound?

Think countryside, big fields, mountains if you wish,
A villa or a cottage, a barn, stables..
A husband, children, a dog
Two horses, three cows, about ten hens..
little to none electricity
fireplace/s.

To me that sound like heaven how about you?

Just to bad that won't happen..
at least not in a near future. Oh well someday!

Guess I will have to marry a rich man to get that or at least a man who can provide for all of us?
Especially if I want to be home during the day to take care of the children and animals.

I want to be an actress, maybe I should pursuit that goal/dream first?
I don't know what else I could do for work!
A midwife? sure.. But then I would have to study, and I can't afford that, I really don't want to borrow money
not for anything!
so I need to find a job that will help me on my way to make my dreams come true.

But Hugs and Kisses