Sweet

I'm here with my lovely girl Tilde on my lap, she's a sweetheart!
Gave me a card that she made, so very pretty!

Bought a new computer wednesday, A small one, I adore it, using it right now.
Just a random blogpost today, just to write something on my new pc.
So just something short to write.
New years toorrow going to think about a New Year's resolution...
And I'll be backabout that one later!

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Pain

Det viktigaste i ett förhållande är att känna sig behövd av sin partner. 
Om man inte är det så blir det lätt att man känner sig som luft.


The most Important thing in a relationship is to feel needed by your partner.
If you don't it's easy to feel like air.


Not what I was planning on talking about.. or sort of not but almost.


I'm in pain thou, fell off a big horse yesterday, landed on my left side so loads of pain, but I'll survive that to.


Had a great night last night with some of the most amazing people I know, I missed some old and som e new friends that I would have loved to have there to but you can't have everything!


Lots and lots of fun pics this morning and I don't know how many great new memories to put in a safe place now.

There were some sad bits to but you can not just have good times, then you wouldn't know when it is really good.

Nex partey, new years, hopefully as fun! 

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Stuck

OMG I'm so stuck and I don't even know why!
help me!

Well the song is great so I'm not really complaining but I'm afraid my friends will...

Good Girl

I love it but My friends will go crazy if I'm stuck on it the 25th

When I hear this song I think of one person and one person alone. and I will leave the name out so so hehe

sweet dreams

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Ill

Sadness
I'm ill!
And it's just before christmas
no fun
nu fun at all!
Well... I'm no good at resting so kind of my fault I'm not well yet!

They wonder if I want to come with them to meet mothers grandmother tomorrow... don't know tho
Don't want to get her ill to
wouldn't be good
But I want to meet her
Don't know witch time will be the last one!

Ah well I'll just sleep on it then! :D

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Bad Gastein!

Okay, so I acctually thought that I was going to have time to blog during my week in Austria!
Ha! As if..
I'm so tired right now, been more or less all week, but I'm acctually not complaining, it is lovely to feel that you are alive and to know that you can acctually handle almost anything.
Thanks to some fabulous people at STS, their course and the people I met and got to know during the week, I'm feeling more alive than I've done in so many years and I'm sarting to know myself and my positive and negative sides.
I feel Amazing!
Thank you everyone for this amazing opportunity and week!
Hope everyone else is as happy as I am to have gone through with this.
We CAN do anything, if we set our minds to it.

Love y'all

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Routines

Or something like that
Almost everyday for several weeks (since I came back to sweden)
I've been watching television from 3.10 pm to sometime in the evening
I love the shows that is on.
One tree Hill, Jamie is so adorable, I would love to have a child of my own!
Young mothers (Danish) the children are so cute.
AFV Tom Bergeron  funny guy!
Greys anatomy, oh the drama! But I think I've seen most of the episodes before.
Friends, but now there is something else before christmas...
The big bang theory! Haha I laugh out loud almost every episode the are so adorable all of them.
And more

Think I watch to much telly sometimes, should read some more! well I read quite a lot at times but not as much as I would like to sometimes. I love books!

Just talking, got nothing to say really but still, should write some more poems at Que Quowle read THEM I would love some feedback ;)

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Nervous

I'm so nervous, going on the train on thursday.
Meeting a lot of new people
I think it will be alright but I'm afraid they won't like me...
I'll be positive and talkative, or atleast I'll try.
Skiing and other things as fun but mostly learning and understanding and such.
Ït'll be fun!

And before I leave I would love to say... Thank you guys for being here for me I love you!

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Questions

Well I found a new interesting site if I can call it that
"Create your own questions" so I just wanted to try it and see how it works ;)

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Austria

Okay, soo been a bit confused and nervous.
Nothing happens in a long while and then... suddenly.. everything happens
at once!
Well anyway
not going to bore you with all my choices.
But I'm going to Austria and will be there for at least ten days!
It's a travel management course and hopefully I'll have a job until April after that.
Not sure if I will work in Austria in that case or it it'll be France, Italy or Switzerland
I'm excited but kind of sad because I'm going to have to leave all my friends again.
I know we'll meet again soon but sad non the less!

Leaving the eight or ninth of december and will be back eighteenth or ninteenth of december.
Well if I start work right after the course... I don't know when I'll be back.. butI'll probably be gone  a few months. We'll just have to see what happens..

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I fell in love

So after watching The last song and How the Grinch stole christmas,
and helping my aunt clean up the stairwell, I've been listening to some music
Fell for Where are you christmas, from the Grinch
And I started thinking about Taylor Momsen who plays Cindy Lou Who
and began to search for The pretty reckless songs and fell completely in love with the songs
You and Nothing left to lose

The lyrics are so sweet and Miss Momsen is such a great singer

Now soon it will be poridge for dinner and waiting for my dear mother to call me to talk about education and other things like that.

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Moviiiies!

So now I'm slow and relaxed after a hard but wonderful day :)
Four movies and "pizza" with some lovely people!

My day:
Arthur and the Minimoys
Arthur and the revenge of Maltazard
"Dinner"
Arthur and the war of two worlds
Let me in

Then most of them left, sad but at the same time nice.
I should just be in bed when I'm ill not have people over..

Anyways just because it was a while since I posted so I felt like put up a short post.

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Short post..

Okay I should still write a lot but I don't know what to write... still XD And again!

So Iäm just going to say that the weekend was AMAZING! ^^
I Had a lot of fun!

So here is a couple of pics ;)

Frida, feeling surprised? ;)

Just to get up there was hard... but to get down! But the picture was quite nice :)

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Tired!

I were planning on writing a lot! but I'm way to tired to write anything interesting..

Any ways, just wanted to say that I'm home again and so is my Mika!
My lovely darling :)
Will post a picture of her someday :)

And.. I think I'm going to try to post on one of my other blogs.. but we'll see about that ;)

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Hard day

Okay, I seriously just want to sit in a dark corner and cry att the moment...
Don't really know why, probably just tired.
Been close to crying all day, there were even a tear at the bus.. I haven't been able to do anything today, not really. I hope I feel better this weekend. Going to a "Waterpark" or what to call it..
I can't wait!
Will update when I get back if not earlier!

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Home again

So, I've been south over the weekend, visiting my sister and shopping.
Found some things that I sort of needed.
Like a Bathrobe, Towels, Ironboard and a bed :)

So since I came back we've been rearrannging the furniture so we would be able to put my bed somewhere.
We've made the appartement very cozy :)

Well I've got nothing else to say at this very moment, maybe later on this evening:)

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I think...

Ingen vet det jag vet, en hemlighet. Någon som jag tycker om har gjort mig het. Kan inte hjälpa att jag känner det så här. Åh, den blick som jag fick sa mig att, dom jag vill kan jag få tusenfallt. Och nu börjar jag förstå att jag är kär... Jag vill vara din ska du veta, bara vara din Margareta Står här vid din dörr, kär som aldrig förr, men vågar inte ringa. Pulsarna dom bränner så heta. Känner du som jag , Margareta? Blickarna du gav, var dom till ett svar eller ej? Och jag går hem igen med min bukett. Det jag vill säga dig är inte lätt. Kan inte hjälpa att jag känner det så här... Jag vill vara din ska du veta, bara vara din Margareta. Står här vid din dörr, kär som aldrig förr, men vågar inte ringa. Pulsarna dom bränner så heta. Känner du som jag , Margareta? Ingen annan vet om min hemlighet mer än jag. Ingen vet det jag vet, en hemlighet. Någon som jag tycker om har gjort mig het. Kan inte hjälpa att jag känner det så här. Och jag går hem igen med min bukett. Det jag vill säga dig är inte lätt. Kan inte hjälpa att jag känner det så här... Ska du aldrig nånsin få veta, att jag gillar dig Margareta? Står här vid din dörr, kär som aldrig förr, men vågar inte ringa. Pulsarna dom bränner så heta. Känner du som jag , Margareta? Ingen annan vet om min hemlighet mer än jag. Jag vill vara din ska du veta, bara vara din Margareta. Jag vill vara din ska du veta, bara vara din Margareta. Står här vid din dörr, kär som aldrig förr, men vågar inte ringa. Pulsarna dom bränner så heta. Känner du som jag , Margareta? Ingen annan vet om min hemlighet mer än jag.


I think I'm stuck on swedish lyrics! OMG But this is sort of how I fell for the moment.. odd.. But Hugs and Kisses

Not without Izzy, Inte utan Izzy

... med bara ett tunt lakan över sig. Izzy vände snabbt bort blicken från han muskulösa kropp, men kunde inte låta bli att titta en gång till.
Hon hade sett halvklädda män förut. Man växte inte upp i ett hus fullt av gamla sjömän - även om de bemödade sig om att vara diskreta - utan att någon gång skymta manlig hud. Hon hade sett Sam i bara badbyxorna, också, men inget av det här hade påverkat henne som synen av Finn MacCauley.

Okay, long time since I Wrote in Swedish now, but I didn't want to translate this quote for some reason, but I love the quote and I understand the feeling, how strange that must sound, just the way it is.

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Christmas

I know that it is quite far away until christmas but I had to watch Rudolph the rednosed reindeer today, and omg how I cried!
It is so sad and so beautiful and the songs are amazing, I couldn't help crying!
My favourite song in this movie is show me the light.

I love it and now I'm thinking of watching, or listen to Nightmare before christmas while ddoing the dishes! :P
And I think my favourite in this movie is What's this but I am going to listen to them all and then I'll know :)

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Halloween

Soo anyone knows when you should celebrate halloween.

Everything is very confusing and I don't know where to turn!

Anyways will be an early night tonight

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Done and over :(

Okay so now this is done, I will miss the anticipation and the excitement.
It was so much fun!

So some photos today and not very much text ;)

Hmm ^^

Two faced?.. Dreamy vs. bitch?

omg! I Smiled?

This is tha gang ;) Sweet sweet girls ;)

Sunday

Well of course I know it is saturday today ;)
but I wanted to tell you about sunday!

Going on a photoshoot tomorrow, I'm soo loking forward to it!
Going with the amazing girls Tyra Sundqvist and Frida Lundmark ;)
We are going to have soo much fun!

Get our make up done, then proffessional photoshoot, I can't wait :D

But I have a Dilemma.. I'm thinking of dyeing my hair.. I love my blond hair.. but to have the growth on a photoshoot? maybe not so pretty and I love being blond but I want a change! and I want my natural hair colour..
Well I won't get that by dyeing my hair but to make an attempt?
Allmost decided.. but I don't want to regret my decision!

OMG! the table is breaking and things are falling onto the floor! Well We'll sort that out :)

Okay dyeing my hair I believe it was! tomorow morning or this evening?

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New

This is the first day of the rest of my life...
or well... monday/tuesday was... but still
I need to figure out what to do with my life
at least what I'm supposed to do until February/March
When I'm planning a trip to Malmö or Stockholm for an education
I really feel like that is something I'm looking forward to!
But what to do until then?
Well... We'll see ;)

Just wanted to put in an update
Was thinking about pictures, but I decided to wait until the next one
Though I don't know when  that will be

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The Fifth day!

Okay I am going to be boring this time and not put in any pictures, even though I have used my camera today...
Might put som on dayviews though!

So sold on Rodger and Hammerstein's Cinderella, Been searching for that move for soo long and when I came to England I finally found it! It's som amazing ^^

"I looked up when you walked through the door
My head started reeling
You gave me the feeling
The room had no ceiling or floor "

Soo sweet :D

And still stuck on the songs I mentioned a few days ago! But now I have two other in my head too!

Happy Birthday - Flipsyde so sweet and sad!

And the incredible tune Catch a falling star - Perry Como

OMG When I washed my hair this morning the water was black! and my feet have been black every night! I think it's not very clean in the big city!

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My days :( Picture explosion!

I find that I have had a terrible day yet again, I don't understand it..
Why are my days so horrible all off a sudden?

;) Haha or how it was :P

Yesterday I was moon crazy after a whole day at kensington gardens!

This was acctually when I was on my way to kensington but anyhow :) 

sort of like the picture, 

especially when you can see my eyes :)

Outside of the gates at the gardens, looks a bit like Minnie pigg don't you think? :)

As I said, moon crazy, this is just one of the pictures and the moon isn't even the focuspoint but still..

And what about today?

Yea, my day today was equally bad as yesterday..

Spent a couple of hours at trafalgar square reading..

after I spent a couple of hours writing a CV and looking for a printer.. no luck

Took some pictures of myself today and some of them didn't look to bad :)

I even decided to try and smile in some pictures, but in most of them I look crazy!

The weather! Horrible! So cold and cloudy! Don't see how I could spend most of my day outside!

Half five and still clearblue skies, so incredible!

So much sun and I still can't seem to get any colour.. not fun..

I'll survive ;)

I should probably go to dayviews and put up some pictures there.. Some other ones that is not up here!

We'll see..

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So so.. ^^

Just a short post again

I don't think the weather was too bad...

Even though it looked like this in the morning!

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Tihi

This was my weather today! How was yours? :D

 About 25 Celsius ;)

Hopefully it's like this during the weekend and next week too ;)

Nostalgia!

Okay so time to start planning my future now yea?

How many children, who to marry?

I need feelings! some of you out there know what I'm talking about
I need feelings..

But now to the nostagia part!

Was going to start writing with a friend but wanted to start off with something random
and suddenly these words came in my head! "Lonely I'm mr lonely, I have nobody to call my own"

Love that song  Mr Lonely - Akon

And that song got me thinking (for some reason) about another nostagic "tune"
The sweet Dilemma - Nelly ft. Kelly Rowland

And the third my absolute favourite! Akon - Blame it on me Amazing! Love <3

***

Why is it that everytime I do something I feel like I've done something wrong?

Not for the things I do, but for how people react afterwards..

Talking behind my back or over my head about it so much fun! ah well

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What is love 

but a flower ready to bloom

What is fate

but the truth in your eyes

What is hope

but the knowledge of life after death

Plans

Okay, I've been away for a few days now
haven't had anything to write about
or just not felt like it
I don't know..

As I've been tidying and cleaning and what not today
I've been thinking
daydreaming if you will
but how wonderful does this sound?

Think countryside, big fields, mountains if you wish,
A villa or a cottage, a barn, stables..
A husband, children, a dog
Two horses, three cows, about ten hens..
little to none electricity
fireplace/s.

To me that sound like heaven how about you?

Just to bad that won't happen..
at least not in a near future. Oh well someday!

Guess I will have to marry a rich man to get that or at least a man who can provide for all of us?
Especially if I want to be home during the day to take care of the children and animals.

I want to be an actress, maybe I should pursuit that goal/dream first?
I don't know what else I could do for work!
A midwife? sure.. But then I would have to study, and I can't afford that, I really don't want to borrow money
not for anything!
so I need to find a job that will help me on my way to make my dreams come true.

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I'm back!

Okay, so now I'm back from horseriding!
It was so much fun!
Been on a hack and I cantered
Only cantered in school before so it was new and exciting
William was very on it today, I didn't need to tell him twice to do something
But he is very strong so my fingers hurt at the moment
The first canter didn't go so very well I didn't relax and I forgot to breathe
But it went better for every time
It was lovely
I need to do it again :D

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Riding

Just got up, getting ready for horseriding
Don't have any shoes to wear.. Will have to borrow there today...
But that is just how it is

Chased in my dream again..
because we hade come in contact with som special chemicals
That made people superheros and that could change your apperance
so you looked like any one you wanted or well you needed a part of that persons DNA
to be put in the chemicals to.. very strange..
One of the boys became a dog in his superhero form
When you were in a stage between human and superhero, you were really slow, it vas so hard to move
But one of the girls noticed that it was in that stage you could get new powers.
She got on a skateboard and after she'd been on it for a while
it pulverized, and she could fly!

A very odd dream but I sort of liked it somehow :)

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Shake it up

So stuck on watching Shake it up today, it is hilarious ^^
Best episode I've seen so far must be Show it up
Amazing :)

And Started reading a new blog today
not much written in it yet but I like what I've read so far
It is a short stories blog, Eliore JT ;)
Want the next part to be up tomorrow but hopefully beginning of next week if we are all lucky :)

I really should go to bed, just going to watch one more episode of shake it up

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About...

...Thank you!

I need to explain myself I feel..
I never meant to sound arrogant or anything..
I just meant that everyone has talents and
the one I can think of that I have is acting
It is the only thing I acctually feel that I am good at
Except for children..
I'm a natural with children
I've been told so many times, and I know it to
even thou I know people that would say otherwise
But I also know that they say the because they don't know me
and because they don't see me for who I am
They only see the person that they have pushed me to be around them
Some people might know who I'm talking about
even thou I'm not saying any names
the people I talk about won't know it, they will never know

You don't know who you are
or what I talk about
You don't know what you've done
and you will never know
What you've done and said
Oh how I've hurt from you
I'm growing from this pain
I'm getting stronger now
I know who I am
I know what I want
you're not a part of me
you will never be
you lose
you've lost
I will never talk to you
and you will never know

That you were the one that made me strong

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Okay

Okay so last post was a short post
had to run from the thunder, but had barely closed down my computer before the thunder stopped.. hmm..

At least I had time to go downstairs to find that I had a letter
A letter that made me sooo nervous..
I didn't know if I would dare to open it
But I had to, been waiting for it for so long..

From the Police..
Sounds bad right?
Why do you think I was nervous?
don't know what to call it
something about a extract from the swedish Criminal Records Act
Still sounds bad right?
Nervous nervous..
Didn't want to see if it would be bad
But I opened it
and omg the relief!
What I read was " The register contains no information regarding the Above-named."

So now I just need one more paper..
Will hopefully get that next week..
Wish me luck!

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Thank you!

Okay as you all can see..
I've got a new banner and background!
All thanks to my fabulous Tyra who made them for me :)

Didn't even take long, so envious of her sometimes, being talented like that, I want it to :O
I've got other talents though!
I can act ;)
Really love acting, I do, and I'm good at it..

And Ooops time to turn off the PC, Thunder! and I wanted to take a bath!
See you soon

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So Cold

I'm freezing
Seriously thinking of putting myself under my duvet and never come back out!
Well.. Maybe I'll put on the heater before I get under cover ;)

Saturday.. And I woke up at seven.. not so fun.. Why can't I ever sleep when I want to?
Not doing much today thou
Seen Lemonade mouth, all roads lead home and right now I'm watching Shake it up..
I know, I'm twenty years old and shouldn't be watching "kid stuff" but it's kind of hilarious.
I love it!

Want to watch something else to, I've only got a few more episodes to see..
Any suggestions? :D

Any ways.. maybe I'll just start watching Americas next top model again.. hmm wonder where I was XD

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Twitter

Okay thes tweets are not mine originally so I'm not going pretend that they are they are QuestionsHP's

But I love them and want to save them and share them with you, yea YOU!

here's a list

Our house has Neville Longbottom. Your argument is invalid. #GryffindorPride
Soo sweet

Because a group of lions is called a PRIDE of lions, #GryffindorPridecomes naturally.
even thou my fave houses are Hufflepuff and Slytherin!


Because Snape was more of a Gryffindor than a Slytherin #GryffindorPride
Agreed!

Pettigrew is the only known Gryffindor death eater, but that shouldn't tarnish the name of Gryffindor! #GryffindorPride
So true

Never use Wormtail as an example, Slytherin had Snape who was deep down a Gryffindor #GryffindorPride
"One of them was a Slytherin and he was probably the bravest man I ever knew."


Never use Wormtail as an example, Hufflepuff students still wore the 'Potter Stinks' badge, not all of them are friendly. #GryffindorPride
But I am!



Never use Wormtail as an example, Lockhart and Quirrel were Ravenclaws, they weren't exactly, intelligent. #GryffindorPride
No, they really weren't!

Just because I Have no life ;)

I sort of want to watch telly
But I kind of don't
Make sence?

My LIFE doesn't make sence without you!

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Just a memory

About "Just Because"
I remember another dream about my sister trying to kill me
and the reason why I didn't write that one dow in "Just because"
Is that I did not remember it at that very moment, and it wasn't just her
Have you ever seen the movie dreamcatcher?
Well I hadn't
not when I had this dream
You know how the monsters look like
Their mouths opens up standing if you understand what I'm talking about?
well anyways..
I dreamed that time, that all the members of my family were those kind of monsters
Chasing me, trying their best to kill me or make me like them..
It wasn't fun and it wasn't easy But I managed to run and hide!

A couple of months later I saw dreamcatcher and I recognized the monsters..
How strange is that?
Dream about the monsters, before you know they exist ;)

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More dreams

I had a strange but lovely dream tonight.
I was at a carnival with a friend and suddenly we see a girl crying,
I Start to walk towards her but my friend tak my arm and wisper "What are you doing?"
I tell her that The girl is crying I'm going to ask what's the matter
So I walk up to the girl and she's lost her parents she says so I decide to help her find them
My friend gets cross with me and leaves she doesn't want to help..

So I walk around with this five year old girl everywhere to find her parents, they are nowhere to be seen
But after a wile, at the top os a stone stair she suddenly says "We don't have to find my parents"
"What? Why?"
"That's my brother"
I see her pointing at a very good looking boy at the bottom of the stairs.
So we go down to him
"There you are, you stupid girl, why did you get lost, you know that mom and dad doesn''t have time to look for you, com on we are late to the wedding" her brother says harshley and walks off.
The girl looks up at me with a sad smile.
I wisper to her with a laugh in my voice and a twinkle in my eye
"I think I'm coming with you so your brother don't get lost" ;)

While walking up the stairs her brother suddenly walks beside me
I'm a bit cross with him for how he treated the girl
but he walks closer
his arm strokes mine
the back off his hand touches mine
he looks at me with a smile and a warmth that I have never seen in anyone before
His smile gets bigger and i blush and we both start laughing, he takes my hand and his sisters hand
Kiss his sister on the head and tells her he Loves her.
and looks back at me
I'm not angry with him any more

We arrive at the wedding that his parent have arranged
and it's beautiful.
In the late evening The boy and I run around chasing eachother in a castle
he catches me from behind, turn me around to face him and kisses me
It was wonderful and lasted forever. then I woke up..
I wanted to goo back to sleep, to dream more XD but you never get what you want when it comes to dreams do you? :)

But now to other things, I found a blog today, a blog that was very interesting (It's in swedish thou so I don't think all of you will understand what is written)
It is a blog written by one of the sweetest girls I know, and I really need to tell her how wonderful she is, Mjum Mjum, I'm talking about you!
Another blog I need to remember to read, to see what is going on in her life at the moment..

Trying to get the blog of a friend but I can't seem to find it.. Sometime possibly ;)

And two other blogs I really enjoy reading is Tyra (english/swedish) and Frida (Swedish)
Frida Just started a new one since she couldn't get in to her old one (also swedish)

Now, I think that's all from me for right now, might be back later, I am going to get better at this.
I am going to be a not new but improved me ;)
Lots of love x
See ya'll

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Nom nom nom

first of all I want to apologize for my terrible spelling last post,
So tired and couldn't be asked to read through it all again XD

I've been very bad at posting these last few months, 

not really much to say as it is, even thou lots have happened..

Not sure I want to tell you about it all..

*wisper*

If I tell you, will you promise to keep it quiet? 

I've fallen, fallen rock hard,

Well I fell years ago and hit my head real hard and now it's all coming back to me.

has he fallen too?

Sssh don't tell him my thoughts, it's our little secret ;)

I've been to Bournemouth twice ;) well the first time was acctually before I wrote the last post but still ;)
Managed to go there at fullmoon both times that is a bit silly but I like it. I love going there I have a really amazing time even thou I'm shy when I first get there but after a bit there is loads of jokes and laughter. I will miss them when I return to Sweden!
Thank you Carl, Losha and Max you are so wonderful! x

Secrets are best keapt quiet

secrets are not to share

Leave it between us to

this secret that I'm telling you.

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Just because

Why is it, you think, that every time I dream about my sister it happens to be a nightmare?

I remember at least three..

First I dream that i rida a horse and fall off the horse rears and the horses face is my sisters, with this evil smile, I see the hoof com closer just before the hoof hits my face and I get killed, I wake up..

Second.. I dream she is visiting and I tell her something she doesn't like and she throws plates at me you can see on her face that she is trying to kill me..

Third.. She kills a one year old boy she was supposed to care for.. the shi tries to kill his parents and me and some other people that I can't remember who they were :O

Anyway.. Just putting this up 'cause I haven't put anything up in quite a while XD

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Totally

snowed in on Harry Potter at this very moment
Might be 'cause the last film is on realese now
Listening to audio books, in two-three days I've heard one and a half book XD

got two quotes stuck in my head...
"Wish I knew what he's up to" one of the twins in book two
and
"Oops, my wand is a little over excited" Lockhart book two ^^

Love the books and can't wait to see the last movie!

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Purchase

OMG! Found an amazing store today and
I just couldn't help myself
at least I didn't buy everything I wanted to by
How do you like my new MP3 2GB £21.99
and my Videocamera 4GB £59.99 (only about 3.1 MPX but I'll survive ;))

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Hmm...

I was wrong, my intuition is not good ;) (well not allways)
It wasn't Ironside as I thought, but it was something equally good anyway :)
Several letters (new and old) and ... ... ... Princess Tutu Complete collection!
Awsome! Thank you Tyra for that amazing present :) I love it :D

Oh ^^ Nom nom nom soft ^^ Love what was in the letters ^^

Will definitely watch that one as soon as I'm finished with Buffy the Vampire slayer ^^

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Interesting ^^

Oh, I got a big green envelope today ^^
Haven't opened it yet, I'm very excited to know what it is.
But I wanted to write a post first guessing what it might be.
When I took it in my hand it felt like it might be Ironside ;) so soon we'll find out if I'm right ;)

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Hacking!

Went riding today.
One hour group hacking.
Walk and trot.
The horse I was riding had the most amazing trot.
I'm going to be in so much pain tomorrow and the rest of the week!
If I though Dylan was to big for me... The one I was riding today was bigger!

William

William is a Black Shire cross.

William is gelding aged 12 and stands 15.3 hands high.

William is only suited for the experienced rider.

Only suited for experienced riders? 

Then why did I get to ride him, told them I wasn't experienced!  

But I had a great time and he was amazing :)

Would definitely not mind riding him again.

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Win!

I usually never win anything, so today when I answered a question I thought that I would either get the answer wrong or not be the first one to answer right (or maybe both).
But I Won!
I'm so Happy.
That really made my day!
So today I thank Tess Hunt.
And I'm going to get a prize coming to me, ALL the way from the big United states :D
I love it, It is very exciting ^^
well night night :D

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Acohol

Well, this is not about alcohol but still ;) Might have got your attention :P

Had the most amazing talk with Candida tonight but that is just between her and me! ;)

Had an amazing time last weekend so I have to thank (without link) David Kenny, Aaron "bones" Jones, Tim Beer and Will Pettis!  Thank you lads for the most amazing weekend ever :)

Going to the pub friday night, can't wait, hoping for everyone :)

I have been riding now, two weekends in a row and hopefully I will be able to ride again now on the 19:th ;) Change of horse though but oh well...

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First of all

I would love to say to my dear friend Tyra, that I'm really really sorry for not remembering her in my last post,
She came here for a visit, she was here for a week and we had a lovely time.
Zoo, pub etc. So much fun :)

And from today I'm working even more, Cleaning in the office twice a week, so I'll get about 80-100 pounds more a month than I get now :)

But the real reson for my post today is the odd dream I had last night,
I know that people usually feel that hearing about other peoples dreams are amongst the most boring things you can do, put my dream was so crazy so I have to share it with you guys :)

My girlfriend and I were talking when she suddenly says
Sweetie, I'm pregnant
I get all hyped and happy and I'm dancing and asking lots of questions about it.
We both know that the child is from both of us, how could it not be?
a few days go by and I suddenly realize something.
So I say to my girl:
How can you be pregnant? we have never had sex, we have never even kissed?!
She looks at me all suprised and seems to be as confused as I am.
Well, we put that aside and continue feeling happy about the whole thing
a few hours later I realize something else:
I'm a girl!, I say to my love, how can I be part of that child when we both are girls and we have never had sex?!
She is still as confused as I am...
then... I wake up

Very weird dream I must say XD

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Ooops!

More than a month since I posted in my blog!
I must have done a lot since the last post?
Well Probably, but nothing out of the ordinary.
Drop the kids at school
clean the house
Get the kids from school
Those kind of things.
But still I have barely had time to do anything else!

A few weeks ago George and Candida went to Dubai

you would think that I was alone with the kids

But no, First for a few days Candidas Parents were here helping me

Then for a few days Georges mother.

Was great to have some help.

And Barneys Birthday was the 31 of March

so on mothers day, the 3 of April we had a party for him

We went to the laser quest, it was so much fun ;)

And now, that the kids have for weeks off school for their Easter holidays..
We've been to adventure wonderland.
Where we went on different rides and in a maze and other fun stuff.
Do to the fact that we have around 20 degrees Celsius...
We will be going to a waterpark and play someday soon :)

well, now I've got to go and get me some dinner ;)

have fun :)

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28 - This is what I miss

I miss climbing in trees
I miss my muscles ;)
I miss the person I used to be
I miss running around
and I miss the laughter and sun
I miss the times when I was young
When nothing scared me, I were wild.

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27 - This is what I would do if I won 10 million SKR

If I won that kind of money... I would...
Travel, donate and buy presents for everyone I love
And try to put away some to save...
But well, it'll probably never happen so :P

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26 - My fears 26/2- 11

My biggest fear is that I won't be able to get a family
I have a lot of other fears to
amongst them:
fear of things hiding in the dark
fear of messing up
and the fear of finding my one true love and mess that up...
Which I probably will...

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25 - one first

well, kind of boring I am now, I can feel...
I haven't been writing a lot lately, these last days have been crazy
and this post won't be long either...
My first blog... (in swedish)

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24 - This makes me cry

I cry when I read, and I cry to some movies
I don't cry often, but whenever I think of you
My eyes burst into tears.

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23 - this makes me feel good 23/2- 11

Music and walks allways make me feel better

sleep, of course ;)

And a lot of other things, like friends

But the thing that makes me feel the best is you

your eyes, your smile, every bit of you.

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22 - This upsets me

What upsets me is... well... me
I allways do stupid things, and never think...

There might be some other things that upset me to...
but, nothing that is so important that I can remember it at the moment
ah, well... It upsets me that we don't have any oil in the pan,
so we don't have any heating on...
ah, well, hopefully we'll get oil  tomorrow :)

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21 - This is what I want to be when I grow up 21/2 - 11

When I grow up I want to be a mother, a girlfriend a wife.
I want to be an actress or a midwife, would be amazing :)

20 - My day in pictures

Started the day... in the dish washer...

Then I took a walk with the kids up to the top.

Barney with his ripstik, i tried it several times to, sooo much fun :D

And Lula playing hockey, I played with her :)

Then lunchtime ^^ :)

With movie, wich one? ^^

Facebook and msn needed :)

Felt like taking a bath :)

 With music :D

 foam :D

 Night time, home alone with the kids :)

did some drawing with the kids right before sleep :)

don't have any pictures of the playing after lunch 

but it was pretty much ripstik and hockey there too

and I don't have any pictures of the races...
Chevise won and Saddlers bend came fourth
Matthew Davies were Jockey to both ^^

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29 - Me as young

What can I say?
I was allways up and running
Climbing trees
skipping
spinning
I were never still
I sang a lot
and I were allways the one that played the strict and angry person in our games
I'm still great at playing a bitch ;)

I had friends everywhere and everyone were my friend
I said Hi to everyone I met and I allways had a smile to give

Don't know what more to say.

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18 - Bad habits

Bad habits...
lots and lots of them I Have...
biting my nails
falling to easily
screwing up
making mistakes
saying the wrong things...

Hmm... think I'm just saying bad sides of me instead of bad habits ;)

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17 - A favourite memory

So much great memories to choose from, which to pick? ^^

1"How can anyone have such beautiful eyes?"
2"Dunno"
3"Who have beautiful eyes?"
1,2"YOU"
3"Well, you have to be good looking, Strong, hit a few people"
1"Not hit people, that will haunt you later"
3"Yes hit people"
1"If you'd hit me... YOU'd be on the floor"
3"Keep on dreaming"
1"Yes I will keep on dreaming, sweet dreams, about you..."

Isn't that right? ;)

I could easily mention more, but what fun would that be? ^^

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16 - this is wht I've eaten today

Breakfast: Choko snaps with milk

later Icecream two bags of salt and vinegar crisps and one bag of cheese and onion crisps

At the pub... cheese and chips...

THat is what I have eaten today, and I can't eat more :S

15 - My future Dreams 15/2-11

My future dreams...
Hmm...
Very good question.
I think that mostly I dream of having children
having a family and a home, a wunderful parter
That is basically my future dreams
Well, I dream of becoming an actress or a midwife,
let's see how that works out for me ^^

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14 - Blogfavourites

I have to blogs that I read as often as I can so I guess they are my blogfavourites ;)

Tyra och Jenna ;) My girls (K) Love you

13 - My Home 13/2-11

My home is where my heart is!

You took a shining star
You reached up high
and wide
and far
I never thought you'd steal again
But I were wrong
You stole my heart!

You have my heart so my home is with you!
Too Bad you can't realize it... :S

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12 - In my Handbag

I never use a handbag, so I'll just say whats in my pockets instead :)

Cellphone :) Never leave home without it :)
Bankcard, Driving licence :P
Money
And for some reasons I usually walk around with resites in my pockets.
Often, very often, I have my camera in my pocket to :) It's always needed :)

That's whats going on in my pockets, nothing else :) :P

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11 - My Siblings

My dear brother, sweetheart, One of the most crazy kids I know XD But I love him :)


I could not put in a picture of my Sister, the internet would not let me :O But I love her too :) Even though we can fight rather much sometimes :P  Angelica

10 - This is what I was wearing today

Under dagen ;)
Bytte på kvällen för puben :) har dock ingen bild :P

During the day ;)
I changed in the evening for the pub :) I have no picture though :P

wOoOw

That was... AMAZING!

Had THE best time ever at the pub :D

to bad I had to leave... :O

Went down to the pub at... 8.45 pm
let the kids have a game of pool,
while they were playing Matt and Jack came down :) nice lads :)
So I asked Jack to play a game after the kids finished
when we were about half way in to the game, Matt pared up with Jack
I didn't want a partner ;)
So they were really close to winning
I had one of my blue ones left and they only had the black
so Matt made a bet with me
He shouldn't have done that ;)

He said that if he out the black I had to snogg him

He missed, and I putted my Blue,

so we went further with our plans with the bet

I said that if I put the black the guys had to snogg

sadly I missed that one XD

so Jacks go...

If Jack put the black he were going to snogg me...

He missed

My go again...

what happned?

Ofc I put it!

Matt and Jack had to snogg! :D

They didn't want to, but... a bet is a bet ;)

It was really fun :D haha

But they were not satisfied

So we "continued" the game with only the white one :P

If I put it the guys had to snogg

If Jack put it Matt and I had to snogg

and if Matt put it Jack and I had to snogg.

This is the "scores";

I put the white one two or more times I think ;) that was incredible ^^

but...

the last time I put it Barny said that the guys didn't have to snogg...

That was no fun XD

But well, I got to see them snogg like three or four times XD haha

Jack put the white one three times I think, so I snogged Matt three times

Matt had a hard time getting the white ball in XD

So when Jack and I started saying that it was time to leave, Matt didn't let us get more goes

He took all the goes by himself :P

So after a while XD

Matt finally succeded to put the white and Jack and I snogged

Then I put on my Jacket and started walking :P

Hopefully I'll meet them soon again ;)

And hopefully... I don't have to look after the kids next time :P

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Yeay :D

Everything is going great today :D

I havn't managed to break or hurt anything ;)

and we had two winners :D

I missed one of them... Chevise.

I was on the roads

on my way to pick up Tallulah :)

First:

Chevise! With Matthew "Matt" Davies as Jockey... 

He didn't brag at all when we met him XD

and then...

Sinbad the sailor! With Andrew Tinkler as Jockey,

 have never met him I think :P

But it's allways fun when the horses win :)

Everyone gets so happy :D so excited and bubbly ^^

Ah well ^^ :)

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09 - My taste of music

Well, I listen to everything I think...
Heavy metal, hiphop, pop, rock, blues, Jazz. aso.
It all depends on my mood :) or... not even that...
I can mix it up really good sometimes :)
So, there you have it!
I listen to all kinds of genres :)

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