Okay so now it's the end of the week.. Sunday non the less and still no sign from you.
Ah well, that's life I guess..
So now I'm back in my appartement, don't know what to do though.. Have to look for a job but that's how it's supposed to be I guess! So while I try to figure things out I will do some crosstitches? and see where my life will lead me next. Some other amazing place, with other amazing people I hope!
Oh and yesterday I really found myself wanting someone tu cuddle with, I had a visitor the whole day that was so cosy and cuddly I wanted him to stay when he had to go, very mean of you Jenna to take Yoda from me! not nice.. ah well, I guess you wanted to cuddle with someone as well when your bf left you.. but you know.. He will come back.. I've heard they always do. And when he does I want to borrow your dog some more.
So this will be a random post, hope you don't mind, my head is just in space at the moment and I sort of like it sometimes but not when it stays to long..
I will write again soon, one of my non new year resolutions, write more often!
But Hugs and Kisses
söndag 6 januari 2013
onsdag 2 januari 2013
13-01-02
It will happen again.
But this time I'll make it right
and not rush in to anything
But that was not what I wanted to talk to you about!
What I wanted to say was just that I did not get in too school, So I'm going to figure out my next step, my next move.
And see how that can lead me to my goal, everything happens for a reason as I've always believed, so there is most likely a reason for this to be as well.
Any ways I need to find a job, the first thing I actually did when I saw that I was not accepted to the school was to apply for a job, so I'm actually proud of myself because if this had been a year ago I would not have, I would have let this bring me down and I would have been staring at the tv or something so I've come a long way, I'm not nearly close to where I want to be, but I'm getting there. I'm happier, more open and stronger, there is only one thing that could break me completely now, and I know what that is so I'm not going to let it happen, I'm going to be ready for everything that comes my way, just bring it on!
Well sweet dreams
But Hugs and Kisses
But this time I'll make it right
and not rush in to anything
But that was not what I wanted to talk to you about!
What I wanted to say was just that I did not get in too school, So I'm going to figure out my next step, my next move.
And see how that can lead me to my goal, everything happens for a reason as I've always believed, so there is most likely a reason for this to be as well.
Any ways I need to find a job, the first thing I actually did when I saw that I was not accepted to the school was to apply for a job, so I'm actually proud of myself because if this had been a year ago I would not have, I would have let this bring me down and I would have been staring at the tv or something so I've come a long way, I'm not nearly close to where I want to be, but I'm getting there. I'm happier, more open and stronger, there is only one thing that could break me completely now, and I know what that is so I'm not going to let it happen, I'm going to be ready for everything that comes my way, just bring it on!
Well sweet dreams
But Hugs and Kisses
tisdag 1 januari 2013
2013!
Okay, New year, new possibilities, only thing is.. I don't know what to do this year!
Well, I never know wht to do but I'll figure something out as I usually do!
Before I go on with this new chapter (year) of my life I want to thank everyone that I met during this last year for everythig that they've tought me, special thanks to all the new people I met in Spain while I was there for twelve weeks, you truly are amazing people, I have grown so much thanks to you and now I am closer to knowing who I am, and who I want to be for the rest of my life.
I wish I could have had at least two more persons there though, not because I did not have as much fun without them as I would have had with them but because I wish to have them in my life for a very long time and want to share all my moments with them I hope we will have a lot of good memories from other "events" instead, and I know we will because you feel like a part of me, a part I would never want to be without, a part I would never want to lose.
Well now to a happier time, New year!
Well, I never know wht to do but I'll figure something out as I usually do!
Before I go on with this new chapter (year) of my life I want to thank everyone that I met during this last year for everythig that they've tought me, special thanks to all the new people I met in Spain while I was there for twelve weeks, you truly are amazing people, I have grown so much thanks to you and now I am closer to knowing who I am, and who I want to be for the rest of my life.
And also thank you to the two awsome people that made my new years eve to an awsome event though we were only three people there, I had so much fun and I am so happy that you two were the people that I got to go in to the new year with, You don't have to have fifty persons around you or go to the biggest parties, if you just have people you can trust it does not matter how many you are.
I wish I could have had at least two more persons there though, not because I did not have as much fun without them as I would have had with them but because I wish to have them in my life for a very long time and want to share all my moments with them I hope we will have a lot of good memories from other "events" instead, and I know we will because you feel like a part of me, a part I would never want to be without, a part I would never want to lose.
Now I don't know what more to say than I wish it was tomorrow so that I get my answer from school and that I am not going to have a new years resolution just be myself this year and do what I need to do to fell good, keep away from the people that puts me down and keep to the people that helps me up. With me you always get a second chance but to gain my trust again takes time. I've been hurt many times and it is not something that I want to go through more times than necsessary.
Well now to a happier time, New year!
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