28 - This is what I miss

I miss climbing in trees
I miss my muscles ;)
I miss the person I used to be
I miss running around
and I miss the laughter and sun
I miss the times when I was young
When nothing scared me, I were wild.

But Hugs and Kisses

27 - This is what I would do if I won 10 million SKR

If I won that kind of money... I would...
Travel, donate and buy presents for everyone I love
And try to put away some to save...
But well, it'll probably never happen so :P

But Hugs and Kisses

26 - My fears 26/2- 11

My biggest fear is that I won't be able to get a family
I have a lot of other fears to
amongst them:
fear of things hiding in the dark
fear of messing up
and the fear of finding my one true love and mess that up...
Which I probably will...

But Hugs and Kisses

25 - one first

well, kind of boring I am now, I can feel...
I haven't been writing a lot lately, these last days have been crazy
and this post won't be long either...
My first blog... (in swedish)

But Hugs ang Kisses

24 - This makes me cry

I cry when I read, and I cry to some movies
I don't cry often, but whenever I think of you
My eyes burst into tears.

But Hugs and Kisses

23 - this makes me feel good 23/2- 11

Music and walks allways make me feel better

sleep, of course ;)

And a lot of other things, like friends

But the thing that makes me feel the best is you

your eyes, your smile, every bit of you.

But Hugs and Kisses

22 - This upsets me

What upsets me is... well... me
I allways do stupid things, and never think...

There might be some other things that upset me to...
but, nothing that is so important that I can remember it at the moment
ah, well... It upsets me that we don't have any oil in the pan,
so we don't have any heating on...
ah, well, hopefully we'll get oil  tomorrow :)

But Hugs and Kisses

21 - This is what I want to be when I grow up 21/2 - 11

When I grow up I want to be a mother, a girlfriend a wife.
I want to be an actress or a midwife, would be amazing :)

20 - My day in pictures

Started the day... in the dish washer...

Then I took a walk with the kids up to the top.

Barney with his ripstik, i tried it several times to, sooo much fun :D

And Lula playing hockey, I played with her :)

Then lunchtime ^^ :)

With movie, wich one? ^^

Facebook and msn needed :)

Felt like taking a bath :)

 With music :D

 foam :D

 Night time, home alone with the kids :)

did some drawing with the kids right before sleep :)

don't have any pictures of the playing after lunch 

but it was pretty much ripstik and hockey there too

and I don't have any pictures of the races...
Chevise won and Saddlers bend came fourth
Matthew Davies were Jockey to both ^^

But Hugs and Kisses

29 - Me as young

What can I say?
I was allways up and running
Climbing trees
skipping
spinning
I were never still
I sang a lot
and I were allways the one that played the strict and angry person in our games
I'm still great at playing a bitch ;)

I had friends everywhere and everyone were my friend
I said Hi to everyone I met and I allways had a smile to give

Don't know what more to say.

But Hugs and Kisses

18 - Bad habits

Bad habits...
lots and lots of them I Have...
biting my nails
falling to easily
screwing up
making mistakes
saying the wrong things...

Hmm... think I'm just saying bad sides of me instead of bad habits ;)

But Hugs and Kisses

17 - A favourite memory

So much great memories to choose from, which to pick? ^^

1"How can anyone have such beautiful eyes?"
2"Dunno"
3"Who have beautiful eyes?"
1,2"YOU"
3"Well, you have to be good looking, Strong, hit a few people"
1"Not hit people, that will haunt you later"
3"Yes hit people"
1"If you'd hit me... YOU'd be on the floor"
3"Keep on dreaming"
1"Yes I will keep on dreaming, sweet dreams, about you..."

Isn't that right? ;)

I could easily mention more, but what fun would that be? ^^

But Hugs and Kisses

16 - this is wht I've eaten today

Breakfast: Choko snaps with milk

later Icecream two bags of salt and vinegar crisps and one bag of cheese and onion crisps

At the pub... cheese and chips...

THat is what I have eaten today, and I can't eat more :S

15 - My future Dreams 15/2-11

My future dreams...
Hmm...
Very good question.
I think that mostly I dream of having children
having a family and a home, a wunderful parter
That is basically my future dreams
Well, I dream of becoming an actress or a midwife,
let's see how that works out for me ^^

But Hugs and Kisses

14 - Blogfavourites

I have to blogs that I read as often as I can so I guess they are my blogfavourites ;)

Tyra och Jenna ;) My girls (K) Love you

13 - My Home 13/2-11

My home is where my heart is!

You took a shining star
You reached up high
and wide
and far
I never thought you'd steal again
But I were wrong
You stole my heart!

You have my heart so my home is with you!
Too Bad you can't realize it... :S

But Hugs and Kisses

12 - In my Handbag

I never use a handbag, so I'll just say whats in my pockets instead :)

Cellphone :) Never leave home without it :)
Bankcard, Driving licence :P
Money
And for some reasons I usually walk around with resites in my pockets.
Often, very often, I have my camera in my pocket to :) It's always needed :)

That's whats going on in my pockets, nothing else :) :P

But Hugs and Kisses

11 - My Siblings

My dear brother, sweetheart, One of the most crazy kids I know XD But I love him :)


I could not put in a picture of my Sister, the internet would not let me :O But I love her too :) Even though we can fight rather much sometimes :P  Angelica

10 - This is what I was wearing today

Under dagen ;)
Bytte på kvällen för puben :) har dock ingen bild :P

During the day ;)
I changed in the evening for the pub :) I have no picture though :P

wOoOw

That was... AMAZING!

Had THE best time ever at the pub :D

to bad I had to leave... :O

Went down to the pub at... 8.45 pm
let the kids have a game of pool,
while they were playing Matt and Jack came down :) nice lads :)
So I asked Jack to play a game after the kids finished
when we were about half way in to the game, Matt pared up with Jack
I didn't want a partner ;)
So they were really close to winning
I had one of my blue ones left and they only had the black
so Matt made a bet with me
He shouldn't have done that ;)

He said that if he out the black I had to snogg him

He missed, and I putted my Blue,

so we went further with our plans with the bet

I said that if I put the black the guys had to snogg

sadly I missed that one XD

so Jacks go...

If Jack put the black he were going to snogg me...

He missed

My go again...

what happned?

Ofc I put it!

Matt and Jack had to snogg! :D

They didn't want to, but... a bet is a bet ;)

It was really fun :D haha

But they were not satisfied

So we "continued" the game with only the white one :P

If I put it the guys had to snogg

If Jack put it Matt and I had to snogg

and if Matt put it Jack and I had to snogg.

This is the "scores";

I put the white one two or more times I think ;) that was incredible ^^

but...

the last time I put it Barny said that the guys didn't have to snogg...

That was no fun XD

But well, I got to see them snogg like three or four times XD haha

Jack put the white one three times I think, so I snogged Matt three times

Matt had a hard time getting the white ball in XD

So when Jack and I started saying that it was time to leave, Matt didn't let us get more goes

He took all the goes by himself :P

So after a while XD

Matt finally succeded to put the white and Jack and I snogged

Then I put on my Jacket and started walking :P

Hopefully I'll meet them soon again ;)

And hopefully... I don't have to look after the kids next time :P

But Hugs and Kisses

Yeay :D

Everything is going great today :D

I havn't managed to break or hurt anything ;)

and we had two winners :D

I missed one of them... Chevise.

I was on the roads

on my way to pick up Tallulah :)

First:

Chevise! With Matthew "Matt" Davies as Jockey... 

He didn't brag at all when we met him XD

and then...

Sinbad the sailor! With Andrew Tinkler as Jockey,

 have never met him I think :P

But it's allways fun when the horses win :)

Everyone gets so happy :D so excited and bubbly ^^

Ah well ^^ :)

But Hugs and Kisses

09 - My taste of music

Well, I listen to everything I think...
Heavy metal, hiphop, pop, rock, blues, Jazz. aso.
It all depends on my mood :) or... not even that...
I can mix it up really good sometimes :)
So, there you have it!
I listen to all kinds of genres :)

But Hugs and Kisses

08 - An awkward moment

Hmm... first that comes in my mind is...
When I was younger,
I had a competition against a boy
That I won ;)
He got angry, he's really not good att losing XD
So he pulled down my pants, not just the pants went down...
But the panties too...
I think almost everyone at school saw me XD

But well... many years ago ^^ :D

But Hugs and Kisses

07 - My best friend

Well, my best friend..
I have so many very good friends
but I think the ones on top of the list at the moment
are...
Tyra, sweetie, miss her and our talks, was fun living with her ^^
Jenna, Honey, we didn't hang out much for a while, but boy did we have fun ^^
There are more people I should mention...
But I chose these two now
because I could remember their blogs ;)
Still, I Love my friends
You are the best :)
I will not forget you ;)

But Hugs and Kisses

06 - 10 things you didn't know about me

Or maybe you did know? ;)

Okej, can't bother writing much about this, so I'm just writing a list ;)

01. I'm in love, with a 16 year old (17 in april)
02. I've kissed a man who is 40+ (just to show a 17 year old how a kiss should be)
03. I lost my virginity when I was 16, in a motel...
04. I wanted to lose my virginity on a beach or a trampoline, when there was rain in the air...
05. I've had sex with 6 people...
06. The first ever relationship I was in was with a girl, and I was in like first grade...
07. The youngest person I've made out with is two years younger than me...
08. Oldest person I've had sex with is six years older than me...
09. I'm afraid of most grown ups...
10. I've been death threatned two or more times...

Yes... had problems thinking of what to wright, 

wanted to find things no one knows about me, 

that was really hard... and I did not manage to do it... 

but this is a list of things only a few people know.

But Hugs and Kisses

Oh, Happy day!

so happy ^^
Helped Tyra book flight tickets ^^
So she's coming here the 5.th of march and stays 'til the 11.th
I can't stop smiling :D
Hopefully she wont forget to get a passport ;)

But Hugs and Kisses

05 - What is love?

What is love?
That is a really good question...
there are different kinds of love
the love to ones relatives
the love to ones friends
the love to ones pets
and so on
and of course the love for that one special person
You
Butterflies, I love everything about you, even your flaws
Is that love
do I love you
Or am I only in love with love itself?

I don't know hat love is,
I don't know if I've ever felt love nor if I ever will

But Hugs and Kisses

04 - My wish list

Just writing a bit ;)
I want a child
I want to be in a relationship
and I want to have a career ;)

That is my wish list :)

But Hugs and Kisses

Jao

Cleaning today...

or at least hoovering and outting things i the dishwasher ;)

Poor little Lula home today, sick

Have a cold and had a headache when she woke up, 

so she's laying on the sofa watching TV today.

No playing for her...

Must try to watch the race at 3.40 today

I want to see it ^^

And then the race at 6.00 hopefully it will all go great :)

Going to take a bath later on today

'cause I'm going to the pub tonight

where I'll hopefully meet som lads

or Daisy :)

Have some games and a drink or two

then home to sleep ;)

But Hugs and Kisses

03 - My family

This is going to be short to.

Mother : Anna Maria Lundmark 40
Answers in telephone on peoples questions, mostly 'bout work and such.

Father : Dan Lindberg 49

works as a bus driver.

Sister : Angelica 21

at the moment she is looking for work, want to work on a kindergarten (if I''m not mistaken)

Brother : 11

Still in school, will probably work with either cars or at a kidergarten when he grows up ^^

Maybe I'll get some pictures up later, can't bother searching now, I'm to tired :)

But Hugs and Kisses

Short about today

Well, this day has been slow...
I haven't had anything to do...
exept looking at my bruises... XD
they are everywhere...
should have took a walk
But I would probably have fallen asleep walking
Been very tired.
Almost fell asleep standing
So I lay down on my bed
Turned on my alarm
was going to rest for half an hour
but... the alarm didn't wake me
So slept for an hour instead
Missed one of the two races I wanted to see :(
Well, in my bed now about to sleep..
Just writing on my blog first ;)

Most of the lads are out on the roads in a car at the moment

apparently a long day for them...

Waking up at half six (half past six)

riding some lots

then hit the road

for a three hour long ride to Wolverhampton

to watch a race that was at 8 o'clock this evening

then be there for an hour or something

So maybe their not on the roads yet...

soon

Three hours to get back

but the horse in the box

and then thay can go to bed

will be like...

between 4-6 hours sleep for them tonight

they have to get up at half six tomorrow morning to

Hope they go to the pub tomorrow night

and that they aren't to tired.

okay, I know I said a short about today... 

it got longer than I planned ;)

But Hugs And Kisses

Just

Because I have feelings too...
I'm going to have to give you some idea of what I'm feeling right now ;)

But Hugs and Kisses ;) ;)

Not...

... my day today...

Hurt myself on the hoover... how?

walked in to a pole that holds up the stair to my room

smacked my finger between the pool cue and the wall 

Got hit on my hands several times with the balls...

At least I didn't break anything...

I think...

it's been very warm today,
10 C now and it was probably warmer earlier today
so I've been running around without jacket...
Took a hot bath and a long walk today, have had lots and lots of energy ^^
14 days left ;)

I had a gigantic spider in my room :O it was huge :O

It was fun, I put it out the window

didn't want to risk getting bitten by it ^^

But Hugs and Kisses

02 - My first real love

My first real love...
I don't think I've ever been really in love... just amorous
I want to feel what I see some of my friends feel
I want to be in love, like them
well sometime it might happen to me
Hopefully ^^
Probably :D

Who knows, maybe I'll find real love here in England ;)

But Hugs and Kisses

01 - About me

What to say about me?

Not much to tell actually :)
Love children
Wanted to be a mother since I was nine or twelve or something ;)
But not happned yet.

I am working as an au pair at the moment in Whitsbury, England.
Hopefully going to US after, as an au pair then to :)

I would love to find love,
have someone closa and cozy
But That'll happen at the right time :)

I actually can't think of things to say about me,
maybe I'm mor tired now than I thought I were :)

But Hugs and Kisses

Just for fun

And 'cause I don't want to go to bed ;)
The blog list, don't know if everyone is having the same list but either way...
I stole this from Kajsa Classon :)


Det här är listan:
01 – Om mig , About me
02 – Min första riktiga kärlek, my first real love
03 – Min familj, my family
04 – Min Önskelista, my wish list
05 – Vad är kärlek? , What is love?
06 – 10 saker du inte visste om mig, 10 things you didn't know about me 
07 – Min bästa vän, my best friend
08 – Ett pinsamt ögonblick, an awkward moment
09 – Min musiksmak, My taste of music
10 – Det här hade jag på mig i dag, This is what I was wearing today
11 – Mina syskon, My siblings
12 – I min handväska, in my purse
13 – Mitt hem, my home
14 – Bloggfavoriter, blog favourites
15 – Mina framtidsdrömmar, my future dreams
16 – Det här har jag ätit idag, this is what I have eaten today
17 – Ett favoritminne, on favourite memory.
18 – Dåliga vanor och laster, bad habits.
19 – Jag som liten, me as young
20 – Min dag i bilder, my day in pictures
21 – Det här vill jag bli när jag blir stor, this is what I want to be when I grow up
22 – Det här upprör mig, this upsets me
23 – Det här får mig att må bra, this makes me feel good.
24 – Det här får mig att gråta, this makes me cry
25 – En första, one first
26 – Mina rädslor, my fears
27 – Detta skulle jag göra om jag vann 10 miljoner kronor, this I would do if I won 10 millions
28 – Det här saknar jag, this is what I miss
29 – Min favoritsemester, my favourite vacation
30 – Om det här vore min sista dag, if this was my last day


The list is apparently about to go on on some other month than  February, 
but I'll just steal some days from march to ;)

Should...

... go to sleep...

But I don't want to...

I want to watch a movie

or something...

I want to do!

Not much today
took the Audi ti salisbury
Fetched a washing machine that we will put in thursday or something...
Went to tescos, bought some food
bashed a car...
Tried the new hoover, it worked great :D
played with Luli
When Candida came home with Barnes
we went down to the pub for a couple of games (Pool)
My team won both times ;)

Tomorow it's only 14 day 'til my 20'th birthday :D

What do you think?

Tacos, Wook, "Palt" or go down to the pub and say to all four of them:

Order what you want, my treat :)

And some meringue, cream, strawberries. when we get back home? :)

Would be nice... 

I want to go to the pub that wednesday evening/night, to meet som lads (Hopefully they're there :p) 

Hopefully I have got to know them better at that point... :)

Two weeks away :P

Seems like none of my friends from sweden will be able to come that week... but, well

I'll survive :D

But Hugs and Kisses