If I could turn back time

Okay so feeling a bit nostalgic this evening, listening to and singing with some songs I used to listen to when I was younger

Some Cher

Some Mr.President

Some Lou Bega

Some Leann Rimes

Some Seether

And a lot more! A little bit mixed, but that is me, not just a shy girl hiding when she meets new people, not just a crazy girl goofing off with her friends, not just a heartbroken girl feeling lost and lonely with noone to give all the love in her heart to.

I don't know who I am anymore, I don't know if I'm one of the or if I'm all of them, can you be more than one person, or are some of them just people you have made up to be able to cope, people you can put aside when life gets to hard?

At the moment I have a lot of thoughts and I don't know where to put them, so I wrote some of them down here at my blog, maybe I should try to write in my diary.. Well these were youst some of my thoughts, hope they did not bore you too much, and I'm going to finish of this post wit a couple of new songs in my life!

Chris Walker and Dan Hill

But Hugs and Kisses

OMG!

OMG Amazing!
Finally got a vacuum cleaner!!

So first thing today (almost) I vacuumed my appartement! it feels amazing, now I just need a mop.. so I can make my home shining.

And, I hame a job for the summer, as I might have mentioned before, It's all green, just need to sign something I guess, or.. I don't know anymore..
We'll see

I don't know what to say, I really wish that I get accepted to at least one of the schools I've applyed to this fall I really want to study to become a nurse so that I can later become a midwife, I really wish it was not to much studying.. but well I guess that's life!

But Hugs and Kisses

Springtime

Okay, so it's kind of getting close to spring now or something!
It's been above 0 degrees Celsius the past couple of days so it's kind of slippery outside and the snow is melting!
I kind of like it, I like warmth and sun so I really miss England and Spain, much warmer than sweden..
So what is everyone doing for easter? I would love to work but does not seem like that is going to happen, sadly.. But I'll just make the best out of the situation and might visit some relatives and go out with the snowmobile if I have time and not to much going on at the internship. Hopefully that will lead to some job soon thou..

I don't know what else to write, I would have liked my life to be a little more exciting but life is what you make it right? So if I want a change I can't just wait for it to happen I need to make my own opportunity

Well, You all have a great time until next time!

But Hugs and Kisses

Hey!

I just wanted to say that I now got blogger on my phone and that that might led to Me making more post! We'll see.. thou it is now time för Me to say Good night my friends.. short post this time

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Lost and lonely

I don't know where to start, so much is going on and I don't even know..

I'm really sick and tired of people not doing things they say they are going to do! But well I can't do anything about it most of the time, just try to stay calm and collected!

On the other hand, I have a job for the summer! And most likely substitut person at my internship place ;)

Oh yea.. I don't think I have written since before I got it.. So oh well, I have an internship, and it is rater nice acctually, and it is nice to work for a change, I just wish that internships gave me a little bit more money, but well, it will be allright!

I wish I could cry but I need to stay strong right now, I don't want to break down and risk not being able to get up again!..

well..

But Hugs and Kisses

So tired

Okay so this with more posts.. did not tur out so well apparently!
But still, I'll just write when I feel like it, I'm so tired all the time now and can't be bothered to do anything!
I really need something to occupie my time, like a job or studies och something, I can't just sit at home staring and looking, trying to find something to do! It's not me and and it's not what I want to spend my days doing..

At the moment just staring at different television series, like Awkward, Victorious, Switched at birth and others, but they all com to an end and I find myself staring at the wall having nothing to do..

Anyways, I have a friend, we didn't speak for about four or five months but everything seems to work out now, we are talking again and putting the past behind us, just hope that it will continue, that it won't fall apart again, I don't think I could handle that, because this friend is the best thing that ever happened to me.
I should probably not say that because I have a lot of really great friends but this one, really has a special place in my live, and always will have!

But Hugs and Kisses

Cuddle

Okay so now it's the end of the week.. Sunday non the less and still no sign from you.
Ah well, that's life I guess..

So now I'm back in my appartement, don't know what to do though.. Have to look for a job but that's how it's supposed to be I guess! So while I try to figure things out I will do some crosstitches? and see where my life will lead me next. Some other amazing place, with other amazing people I hope!

Oh and yesterday I really found myself wanting someone tu cuddle with, I had a visitor the whole day that was so cosy and cuddly I wanted him to stay when he had to go, very mean of you Jenna to take Yoda from me! not nice.. ah well, I guess you wanted to cuddle with someone as well when your bf left you.. but you know.. He will come back.. I've heard they always do. And when he does I want to borrow your dog some more.

So this will be a random post, hope you don't mind, my head is just in space at the moment and I sort of like it sometimes but not when it stays to long..

I will write again soon, one of my non new year resolutions, write more often!

But Hugs and Kisses